vacation at home :) mid sem break!!

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babababababaabaaaaaa(buat gimik)

first and foremost,

da lame nak menguis2,menyentuh2 , mengais2 jari jemari di permukaan keyboard yg berdaulat ini.

DONE!

actually, today is a big day..starting my vacation at home..

REFRESH..REFRESH..REFRESH!!

bebanyak kali pun xpe..

having a vacation,mostly only about a week,take it as granted..wakakaka

so,what's my planning next mid sem break?

act.LET'S FOLLOW THE FLOW

being in motivated not as we follow our plan,

but apply our principle and stand in doing something..likely, REFRESH3!!

KNOW what?

test 1 is over,feeling like WOO!!

but the result?...arggghh!!krek3..mumbling..bubbling..grrr,so hard to explain because i didnt focusing to much on test1 ,in order to refresh mind.making a huge n hard stand to stay in my course..

but inshaAllah,HE help me throught this first year..if HE said "kun" no matter what..tis is created peacefully,perfectly for me.

take it as a TEST FOR AKHIRAT,believing in myself..not all people got what they want to achieve,so, please accept no matter HE had given

DIA YANG MAHA TAHU,dan sesungguhnya DIA lebih mengetahui apa yg aku tak tahu..

first sem?

k..im not going to start those with homework,assignment and lecture...so on..

coz,it is compulsory being a student,so,take it as a part of having FUN..

keep on holding,coz u re not alone.."follow the flow,baby"hahahaha..

then. what about skills?,mmm.. mentioning about that..i had given a chance to participate in debate..krik3. yeahh..likely..

"the vcbp workshop.the tournament mostly took 4 days really amazed me, for the first time participate in debate in upm..grrr. seriously, saya xpernah bagus dalam english, so,sesape yg ad kelemahan just said it it "lets try it!" and u'll not regret laa..trust me :)

then, participating malay debate on the simulation, as a part of me since involving in the form 1,keep bullying by the seniors to search the facts,keep staying in academic block until 2-4a.m preparing facts for those tournament..sometimes, keep sleeping in library and never come back to hostel..but it such an experience because "DEBAT MEMATANGKAN SAYA"

let say,people talk by it own,but i talk by experience..get involving in so much thing is like making a trick to forget all the bad things..because we must "focusing what we want to do"

seeing people around me,make sense that they had their own abilities..mostly,we didnt try individual by trial or error but we took their stand to keep us motivated right??

zaman2 sedih da berlalu la,zaman2 silam da jadi sejarah,zaman2 sekarang is what u have to focus on..but still, future is MYSTERY!!

IN ORDER U LEARN SOMETHING ,even it's about falsafah hidup manusia..anda akan tahu apa yg perlu dan xperlu..jadi..setiap apa yg kita lakukan,jangan pernah fikirkan ia sia2.."ingat yep,sesuatu perkara yg kita lakukan xkan jadi sia2 kecuali kita yg mensia2kan ia,percayalah"

how to make it?let me told u..

kita hidup di dunia tidak berseorangan,kalau x Allah xkan ciptakan org lain kat dunia ni..kerana itulah perlunya ada semangat yang dapat membawa kita kearah mengejar cinta DIA,redha DIA, berkat drNYA..

dan setiap kali semangat itu datangnya dari sumber bermacam2,samada nasihat,doa,luahan hati,perkongsian masalah dan semestinya dengan bacaan al-quran..namun,nasihat mstilah diikuti,doa hendaklah brsungguh2 di smpg mndoakan saudara sendiri,luahan hati perlulah kepada yg HAK atau org yg kita rsakan perlu but dont demand reaction from them kerana ad pepatah saya mengatakan"semua org boleh mndengar,tapi xsemua org boleh memahami,segelintir sahaja yg mendalami,sedikit  sahaja yg mmberi reaksi"..terpulanglah.. :) then, perkongsian masalah bkan stakat berkongsi tapi cuba MEMADAMKAN dan Menyelesaikannya..lastly,bacaan al-quran adlh perkara yg pling baik dan pling berkesan..setiap naluri yg merasainya takkan pernah bisa mentafsirnya..dan itulah ajaibnya KALAM ALLAH :)

percayalah,carilah seseorang yg dapat memberi ruang lain dr yg lain seperti seorang kawan,atau boleh jadi seorang senior atau junior..bukan tujuan kita utk gunakan mereka..nauzubillah.. see, apabila kita brkawan dengan org lebih byk makan garam,kita juga akan merasa kemasinannya,apabila kita berkawan dengan org yg manis dan lembut tuturnya,kita akan beljar kemanisan itu. tak salah jugak kita berkawan dengan org yg ganas..kita akan dapt belajar mendefendkan diri kita dri tomohan or maybe kata2 kesat org..

ingat tau DEFEND tu tak semestinya melawan,tapi juga merelakan dan membiarkan..sabar ...dan memaaafkan..see?? how easy kan?? ciptaan ALLAH sangat indah..perjalanan ALLAH sangat cantik:)

dan ada kawan ak pernah update statusnya "perkara yg penting kepada manusia adalah penghargaan" yup,i agree sgt3..sbb apa, biarpun penghargaan xbawa ke akhirat tapi ia akan kekal di dunia dan amalannya dibawa ke akhirat,let see kalau sorang tu buat kebaikan contohnya"bagi makanan kat org yg lapar" then,kita akan terhutang budi..mesti rasa nak balas balik kan,so sebagai penghargaan ,we just said "thanks" but truly..ia tetap penghargaan..dia dpt pahala, dan dia mendorong kita mendapat pahala dengan membalasnya di kemudian hari..ad org ckp.."kita buat baik hari ini,esok lusa mana tau tiba saat kita rasa susah kan,sape tau" that's why,penghargaan walau hanya kekal di dunia tapi membawa kepada rantaian kebaikan..

"hidup biar dapat redha ALLAH :)"

K..DA 1:36 da..salam zohor semuanya:)

-dr.ejaa-

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I LOvE yOU..:)wink..WInK!!!

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