so much in my head know.bangun pg,xsmpat nak sahur.naek basikal tayar likely mcm pancit.berat giler gatih.cloth seems dirty for a few while..
saket kepala bagai nak pengsan.bllod test punya pasal..org test blood..aku seakan2 mmusing2 n i dont want to do it.waaa..i dont know what to say..."how can a people afraid of blood??" sdgkan kecik2 dulu aku suka tgk drh. yes, is it "dulu "ok!!...puan jun pun terperasan aku xbuat test blood time exp dulue.how come i am afraid of lood..n i dont know..it naturally happen on me..
dah la terpaksa buat test blood,tapi shera yg cucukkan untk aku..n unluckily..drh aku xckp setitik pun..hahah..what a day..trpaksa memicit2 ..tapi xkuar2 jugak..then shera ask me to do again..
im sorry ok..takkk nakkkkk!!
lpas experiment.bdn aku xsdap ade..nk mnth..penim..haha..feeling like im not in the world..then..balik dri kelas..we had a discussion..nak present lusa..siapkan slide show..yes!..
LPAS tu,balik behujan..bsh bebaju nie...kejar mgrib..ingt ke bleh sampai surau bfore mgrb abis..pi ...xdpat..sob3..
rasenyer mlm ni ad ceramah..xberupaya nk trn..penim kepala..jgnlah sampai terlepas satu ceramah...sobbss...i need HIM...
THEN, when the time i want to print handout..uhhh..byk kali kertas jem..n i could not do anything..lepar kertas kat mane2..nseb baek xde roomate..i feelll...huhhh.. i dont know what to say..
really, aku aser mood xstabil hari ni..yg penting bkn sbb blood test..tapi my mind was elsewhere..
mohon petunjuk dari DIA...jaga aku..indungi aku..pelihara hati aku..
xhenti2 ulang doa yg sama..nak mngis dpan DIA..but i dont think of that..my mind thgkg satu bende yg lain..
aku arap xterjadi apa2...
tenangkan hati aku...aku nak study statistic..for upcoming second last paper..
n i dont want to think much..
i regret.my topup is zero...n i cannot call mom..sedehhh..i need her calmness..umiee...
hanya kerana ALLAH..aku nk jwp exam..seluruh haiku..dengan ikhlaskan hati pada ilmu DIA..like izzat said.."ini semua duniawi"..even ini duniawi..tp dunia yg myambgkan kita pd akhirat..dont worry to much bout exam..tapi aku kena usaha..slagi aku msh ada masa..YA ALLAH..tenangkan hati aku..
jika study aku bukan infiniti..jadikan ilmu yg dpt aku pegang dengan jiwa aku..ikhals keranaMU..
#sayangkan akhirat,jagakan dunia#
please.....keep me upT.T
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