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26 February 2013

voice:)

getting for a change...
bukan sesuatu yang senang..

im getting to survive with all my hours..

bnyk lagi aku harus betulkan..apa yang tlah aku silap
banyak sangat
im shame to cntct anyone ...
coz i be searching myself:)

YA ALLAH..
aku cintakan ENGKAU..
dan aku inginkan ENGKAU selalu ada..
untuk aku dan mereka...
I LOvE yOU..:)wink..WInK!!!

17 February 2013

midvalley:)created..si botet


going to mid valley:)
with sara and mizah
they leave me
all alone
kesian tak??
hehe...poor me:)

wink>,<;

here's come,"pyibuk"
being accompanied to finishing her book voucher
lteyh.....!

cik adik oi, lamanya tggu mknan,tak sampai2 ke?
dah jenuh mnggu nie..


gedebak!!
kuew teow kerang
(jangan alihkan pandgn kat paper beg tu erp,xpentim)
shhhssss!!

 nah..ambik!
tak leh smpan lame2..bkarat:)
 cun...cun...cun...
ehem:)
cara nak makan mihun sup 1...2...3...
mula!



ooohhhh,begitu..hehehe
_sejam kemudian_


"nak pilih yang mane yep"
"urm..blakang xder turbo,tk payah2"


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i got luvly book and BIG APPLE!
punye lah susah nak pujuk
akhernya..cair jugak
"akaq..baek"
hehehe


new collection from HILAL asyraf


lastly
thanks akaq
for making me smile today
tq...
TQ...
TQ......
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I LOvE yOU..:)wink..WInK!!!

16 February 2013

sesi luahan:)

borim3..
update blogs!!
no ideas...

so im stalking several people, a generous heart said
" im jelous"
anyone could say in different way
but when im stalking 
comments by comments..
like and like
share and share
stalk her blog..facebook..
im approximately jelous with them, not a boy laa...
it about a girl..friends or bff or maybe a sis..
hurm, whateever a person up to me, im being jelous and
i sangat34..JELES..
till i never cared her message..


till i malas nak spend time ngan dier:(
but, i force myself becoz byk kali nak jumpa xjadi..
so ..we decide to meet
sebab serah sumthim  kat dia..



sajer nak luah2kan perasaan
jangan someone traser plak yep:)

I LOvE yOU..:)wink..WInK!!!

my new face room:)

akhirnya..bertapak jugak di bilik lama
setelah berhempas pulas berpindah dari sana ke sana..

aku kembali ke blok salak:)

here my room..latest update..aku kemas tau!!
jeng!jeng!jeng!!


my luvly board:)


my site study:)
ni lah buku 2 yang memberatkan beg ku tiap2 hari
credits to "yong"
sebab sudi sedekahkan buku2 nie kat aku
thanks yep:)





kasut2 kesayangan, satu pasang agi da masuk lam dustbin:)
entry:)
no more ...


I LOvE yOU..:)wink..WInK!!!

outing:)

out of moment:)

outing with my classmates..scipp:)


international BOOK AFFAIRS!..2nd FEB..
menjelajah buku buku universal
bukan buku SPM k...!


yana beli novel:)
koya2 jumpe artis ah tu 
tara!tara!tara!
penulis novel YES BOSS...
name pe ntah..hehe


we role the PWTC..Lalalalala


with my new books..
"..."
penatnyew jalan2...


so, ktaorang membasahkan tekak dengan aiskrim RM2 
MAHAL giler kot...

credit to photographer: yana, coz dah terbongkar rahsia aku macam
 "tak berapa comeot"

 no chairs, we need to find a site"tiang pun boleh"
anis :ayu nyer..saya..
sara: sayangnya nak makan...
 yuks: terkantoi dah..haha
 opppsss...ape nie..ape nie..!!

then setelah penat berjalan,naik train salah, beli tiket ke imbi:)
kitaorang merayap di TIMES SQUARE
banyak sale kat saner..
membuat mata aku keranjang tengop baju2 murah   $_$




singgah KFC jap:)
hopefully tak terlewat sampai kat serdang malam nie:{


yana : eh2,duit aku ade sikit je nie, ko ejas ah bayar lu sara
sara : ok2..anti aku check lu, takpe, aku balnja korang..haha


anis: kjp2 nak betul tudung lu
jaa: abis makanan baru nak snap pic..huh..



last skali ktaorang sampai kat UPM at 10.30 a.m...sakan giler shopping:)
naseb baek sempat dengan bas last..
that's my last outing before chinese new year:)

lots of love..elyana,anis,maisarah:)
friends till forever:)


I LOvE yOU..:)wink..WInK!!!

a little stronger:)


People keep watching..
How life began and how life end?
Please don’t keep waiting for a long time, coz you can see the sunshine if u prosite what u had not what u want…
As long you will became more grateful how ALLAH created for ue
It was illustrated…with meJ



For a new destination, I rely I had to make a better choice for my future not my parents , my teacher or my friends. I am a spm candidate 2012. Im 17 years old. Only after amonth I got a plan to studying in utp but only in an interview. Im going there,im going to an experience but never challenge the others. I don’t know how I could stand for a powerful English ..power la sangat….in my mind I never trust this opportunity but since a day I got an entrance for a fasttracker in upm..what in a coincidence..i never care for that course ..asasi sains pertanian..but after a few discussion with my mum..her face agree what I want to be and what im getting to choose..im failed in making a desicion since I got a clue..i want to prosite what ALLAH created for me..as it was the best I suppose to..i know utp ..a wonderful university..but I choose my powerful mind to judge why I should not be there..biarpun ati aku nak ambik sangat bisneesss!!!!
U know..being in pm..really make me cried..a heart falling for something..this is an ujian ALLAH nak bagi kat aku.. I know..im not good in aljebra either calculus..but I pretend to stand beside..i think mungkin ALLAH ada sesuatu yang DIA nak tnjuk..im obviously failed tapi bukan secermelang the other fasttrackers..im waiting for time…to expressing it all…berbekalkan semangat…im thinking for expelling myself here..i surely fullfil my application of the other u for the first and second choice near with my life..my house…
Act. I could not stand here…seriously…L..
YA ALLAH…
Setiap apa yang KAU ciptakan untukku…
Aku letakkan keyakinanku padaMU…SEPENUHNYA…
Sejak aku hilang keyakinan..aku tak pandai mencari diri aku.since I loss..i failed to face this life….everytime…that’s why I want to stay after spm in here…to challenge myself..bina kekuatan…but in the mean time…aku Cuma menyusahkan diri aku…melarikan diri dari masalah hidup sedangkan ALLAH beri aku ujian untuk aku tanggung bukan aku permainkan sedemikian..
YA ALLAH..i wish…to have… a LIFE….again…………………………………………………………………….

I LOvE yOU..:)wink..WInK!!!

11 February 2013

days at home:)

long life...leave
a little time to spend
a little word to be expressing

stressing my mind for alittle while to find the deepest of life..
but unluckily..
i did not find it..



my mind elsewhere and my though were fermented
is't a real life i have to spend trought??
a wonderous moment that i leave never will come inside
to cheers
to be fulllfil of lies
to feel full of doubt
i cant go were i should go...


sometimes i have to regret coz i have all the great time:)
in UPM...
but surely...it was a while..
to be longing for a world

here it goes..
anew life...but a declaration of sacrife...for being standing in my own way:)

I LOvE yOU..:)wink..WInK!!!

im a botet











thanks dear!!